The Soul
The Evolution of our Understanding
Both Awan and the Council of Engma explained the soul in their teachings. You will notice that the content of both teachings is similar but worded very differently. Engma’s teaching is much more detailed than Awan’s. However, there is a significant discrepancy in the description of the size and location of the soul. We feel the discrepancy has to do with our evolution. Over time, we have become ready for a deeper understanding.
Awan taught us that God is within and that the soul is energy. He taught that the soul is an isness that doesn’t know right from wrong. That would mean the soul contains both positive and negative energy [good and evil, right or wrong if you wish to use those terms]. That is why the soul does not care what you do. Everything you do is for the experience of it, whether it be positive or negative. If you had only positive experiences, you would be lacking. You would eventually not know that your experiences were good unless you had the negative ones as a basis for comparison.
Awan: “The soul is an isness, made up of energy from a higher dimension. It is spiritual energy found in the kingdom where I reside. The soul is a luminous ball of energy. It is the size of a golf ball and lies underneath the breastbone, in the middle of your chest. When the human body was created millions of years ago, the heart, which is only a pump, was deliberately moved to the left. A cavity, or space, then remained in the middle of the chest to become the home for the soul.”
Awan: “The soul is a luminous ball of light, made up of energy. It is not a physical structure of the body, which must be made up of cells. The soul is energy.”
Awan: “The soul is an everlasting, divine light, the lowest frequency of light on your planet. Because the soul is energy, it continues to exist even after death comes to the physical body. At death, your soul leaves its physical body to continue its existence in my dimension of life.”
Mother-Source
In the beginning, there was a type of intelligence. The first sparked intelligence of consciousness, the nucleus, was Mother, who is the Source of all existence. She is the Soul, the initial spark of intelligence of consciousness, the ISNESS of love, light, and ONENESS. She just is.
As Mother’s existence continued, it came to a point where Mother-Source, the ISNESS, desired more variation than existed within the stillness and monotones of the ISNESS. It was at that moment that evolution actually began.
The intelligence of Mother-Source realized her desire to experience through expression the loving light of ONENESS that she is in order to permeate all of existence. Therefore, Mother-Source, through light conception (consciousness and energy), wombed or created the BEINGNESS of Father-Creator so Mother could experience that which she is. This allowed her to become more multi-dimensional and experience all possibilities. Hence, she created the natural law of free will as she birthed Father.
The Development of Father
Father is the Spirit aspect of Mother, the sparked consciousness of animated BEINGNESS, action, and expression. As a newly sparked consciousness of energy, Father, like a child, was filled with innocent curiosity and unbridled enthusiasm, experiencing and exploring with a sense of wonderment and excitement. In his infancy, Father’s awareness was self-contained; He was oblivious to Mother’s existence and unaware that He was wombed from Mother. This caused Father to be in the consciousness of separation, because he was engrossed in his own beingness and actions as the first perceived individual. He was bursting with the excitement of being and doing. Father’s embodied consciousness was highly active and physical in nature. Consequentially, Father’s dynamic motion eclipsed Mother’s stillness of beingness. This is precisely what Mother-Source wanted for evolution’s first blank canvas of free-will consciousness.
Maturing
It was not Mother’s intention for Father to be in the consciousness and perception of separation. Due to the natural law of free will, Mother, the Observer, allowed Father to explore his BEINGNESS and to experience choices.
Mother always knew that Father was an integral fractal of her. However, Father did not know this because Father had just been birthed, much like a human child. He was in that stage of his developmental evolutionary process. Father-Creator was fine-tuning his consciousness and as his evolution continued, he naturally matured.
Then there came a time in the evolutionary process when Father-Creator achieved more of a stillness and a balanced state, and He realized he origininated from Mother. He then recognized his Divine nature, which had elluded him while he was only focused on being, doing, and creating.
Through Father’s maturity and evolvotion, He gained awareness and the self-realization of his Divine Masculine energy. It was then that he came into his own realization that he was the seed for ONENESS. Through free will, He then desired to merge with the Divine Feminine energy of Mother-Source and become the ONENESS, which was His birthright. This was the natural unfoldment of consciousness.
The union of the Divine Masculine with the Divine Feminine created a state of androgyny. This sparked a new birth of androgynous consciousness which can be called ISBE. And with the birth of ISBE, evolution continued. The moment of ISBE’s birth can be called the Big Bang.
The Big Bang
Humanity assumes the Big Bang was just a giant explosion that created the universe. In actuality, the Big Bang was a spark igniting the new androgynous consciousness of Mother-Father’s merging becoming the I AM ONENESS.
At the exact moment of the Big Bang something extraordinary happened. All souls and spirits were created as Mother’s soul spilt into billions of fractals. Souls are individuated fractals of expression, designed to have multiple experiences in multiple dimensions. It was a new beginning of a new consciousness. All souls and spirits were fractles of Mother and Father.
Just as Father went through his self-realizing evolutionary process and merged back with Mother, all souls are on a journey of self-realization to merge with the ONENESS of the ONE I AM. The Big Bang is part of the evolutionary process, where consciousness continues to evolve and expand into a new vibration.
